I can't defined my feelings in words. Sometimes I feel good but most times I feel bad. hahaha. I hate girls issues in relationship. It always way me down no matter how hard I get myself away from it. Because for me, he's mine. Nobody can get him for me. But I believed in something, God has written my destiny. No matter how, there's always a way for it.
Dear girls out there, I wish you can feel exactly like what I feel when you're in my shoes. Unless you don't love your boyfie meaning to say you just want to play around with him, that's when you'll NEVER EVER understand what I feel. I have feeling which mean, I always feel jealous whenever I see him with girls. Yes, so badly. Am just scared. So scared. Not scared of you girls, am scared of losing him. I don't want to lose him. I love him and no one else.
Don't you girls feel jealous like what I feel? Or me alone who's feels that? Hmm. I lost my words. I don't know what else I can say.
But I believed in something, best woman will win:)
8.00pm
10/2/2012
