January moving towards the end. Time flies so fast. 2011 ended well. By the end of year, I got my excellent result which make me proud of myself and I guess, honey and my family proud with it too. Am a DEAN LIST STUDENT! This is what I aimed for since the first day I entered college. Its a symbolic that I really tried my real best in study. Who says being in relationship distracts our study? Please not to think and say it. Its all depend on us.
For me, it helps me A LOT! I have someone special who always motivates me, inspiring me everyday. Eventhough he is malas(lazy), am admiring him. He never stop encouraging me. "Ainun, have u read for exam" "Ainun, how was class today" "Ainun, how's your preparation for exam? Have you prepared for it?" I feel so lucky, cared and loved. When he asked me all of this questions,I always want to tell him a good thing but not lies. "Yes, but not really prepared" "School was good and you know what? My lecturer gave me 2 marks because I answered his question". Hehehe. Through this way, he encourages me to always stay high. He never feel tired for it. Not only in study but also in life and how to handle a relationship. He's really matured and so admirable!
Honey, thanks for always motivating, encouraging and inspiring this STUBBORN girl. Without you am nothing. You help me a lot. I can feel and see, you really care and concern about me. I wish it will never ends. I need you in my life. Rawlings, you're the best person I ever have. I love so dearly and always will
28/1/2012
9.27pm
Saturday, 28 January 2012
My future plan:)
2O y/o : Finish study at International Islamic College (amin)
21 y/o : Working and I want to marry! HAHAHA
22-23 y/o : Looking forward to hold the title of 'wife' and 'Mrs.'
23 and onwards : Living happily with hubby and our kids;) In between, I want to further my study for degree and hopefully to the highest level eventhough I married, having kids and working. I believed, life is all about challenge ourselves how far we can go. As long as we trying and never give up, there's always a way for it.
This is what I planned for but Allah is the Most Gracious and Merciful. He knows what's the best for me. Amin
28/1/2012
9.01pm
21 y/o : Working and I want to marry! HAHAHA
22-23 y/o : Looking forward to hold the title of 'wife' and 'Mrs.'
23 and onwards : Living happily with hubby and our kids;) In between, I want to further my study for degree and hopefully to the highest level eventhough I married, having kids and working. I believed, life is all about challenge ourselves how far we can go. As long as we trying and never give up, there's always a way for it.
This is what I planned for but Allah is the Most Gracious and Merciful. He knows what's the best for me. Amin
28/1/2012
9.01pm
Thursday, 26 January 2012
My life going on well with him beside me
Am happy with my love. Am not proud of the time we being together. Am proud with the things we been through but still together. Honey, I will never find someone like you honestly. When the whole world seems to be against me, I found someone who still standing beside me. No matter what people say, he still keep his positive thought of me. Oh honey, you just too kind.
Who said our relationship is perfect? It isn't. We had a hard times. Not TIME but TIMES. Not ONCE but MANY TIMES. But we still can make it up. Every relationship has its problem but what make it perfect is when you still want to be there when everything sucks. Hahaha
Am not easy to handle, go and ask him if you don't believe. STUBBORN, ANNOYING, SADIS and the most important thing is, am an ANGRY BIRD. That's why he calls me harimau:)
Lately, I feel so closed to him. I can say almost everyday we will see and talk. He shares his story and I share mine. Sometimes, it doesn't really about love, it can be everything. I believed in something, whenever we have question in mind, sit and talk with our partner. That's the best way to solve your problem. But make sure in a good mood;)
No one has the right to judge you because no one really knows what you've been through. They may heard about your stories but they never once felt what was felt in your heart. So, don't mind what others say.
Note to be taken, be careful who you open up to. Only a few people actually care, the rest just want to have something to gossip about. So true
I once asked him: "Why you not married yet?" Guess what his answered? "My wife is 19 and studying, how I can marry her?" That was last year.
When am older and my daughter asks who is my first love, I don't want to have to pull out the old photo album. I want to be able to point out across the room and say -- "HE'S SITTING RIGHT OVER THERE".
I pray so our love will never ends. I want to marry him and I guess, am not too young to come out with this statement. Hell with those who said am still young and my life journey is still long. It is not a crime to plan,friend. Time will never wait for you, you need to chase it! I planned for my future and the rest left to Allah. My destiny has been written. As Hawa been created from Adam, me too been created from 'him' which I pray is him:)
If we meant to be, only death can tear us apart
26/1/2012
5.09pm
Who said our relationship is perfect? It isn't. We had a hard times. Not TIME but TIMES. Not ONCE but MANY TIMES. But we still can make it up. Every relationship has its problem but what make it perfect is when you still want to be there when everything sucks. Hahaha
Am not easy to handle, go and ask him if you don't believe. STUBBORN, ANNOYING, SADIS and the most important thing is, am an ANGRY BIRD. That's why he calls me harimau:)
Lately, I feel so closed to him. I can say almost everyday we will see and talk. He shares his story and I share mine. Sometimes, it doesn't really about love, it can be everything. I believed in something, whenever we have question in mind, sit and talk with our partner. That's the best way to solve your problem. But make sure in a good mood;)
No one has the right to judge you because no one really knows what you've been through. They may heard about your stories but they never once felt what was felt in your heart. So, don't mind what others say.
Note to be taken, be careful who you open up to. Only a few people actually care, the rest just want to have something to gossip about. So true
I once asked him: "Why you not married yet?" Guess what his answered? "My wife is 19 and studying, how I can marry her?" That was last year.
When am older and my daughter asks who is my first love, I don't want to have to pull out the old photo album. I want to be able to point out across the room and say -- "HE'S SITTING RIGHT OVER THERE".
I pray so our love will never ends. I want to marry him and I guess, am not too young to come out with this statement. Hell with those who said am still young and my life journey is still long. It is not a crime to plan,friend. Time will never wait for you, you need to chase it! I planned for my future and the rest left to Allah. My destiny has been written. As Hawa been created from Adam, me too been created from 'him' which I pray is him:)
If we meant to be, only death can tear us apart
26/1/2012
5.09pm
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