Its not what I want

I got no choice..Everything happened unwillingly..What a good if I can settle everything by my own..I don't want to see you at where you am now..There's not the place you should stay.What a good if I've power to make everything end here..Yet,I can't..Am so sorry for putting you in that situation but I got no choice..The only thing I can do now is asking help from Allah..Pray for you to be strong..I still standing here bcos of you..Hope you're strong enough to go through all this..If you read my post one day,always remember one thing..All I've done are not what I want..But,I'll try my best to help you..No matter what happen,you're the best part of me..My love always for you..Every single time of my prayer,there's always you in it..Asking Allah to help us out of this problem..I'm very sure,He will grant my wishes when the time is coming..InsyaAllah..He is the one I can lean on now..Amin


9.46am
2/6/2011